LOVE & FEAR

It has been said in spiritual circles that Fear is the absence of Love and you cannot feel Fear if Love is fully present.  Love blasts Fear right out of the water!

A friend recently wrote me about an insight she had where Fear created a spiritual awakening in her process of spiritual evolution.

Most people live with a lot of fear.  Religion hounds it home, telling us to be afraid of God and that if we are bad, perform badly or act out in ‘bad’ behaviors we will be punished.

Our society runs on it actually… we have jails, institutions and wars to show this forefront ideal.   

And… it all starts in childhood.  We are told that if we do ‘this’ we get rewarded and if we do ‘that’ we get punished.  The world of duality creates this love and fear tactic; acceptance vs. rejection…

Later in life, hopefully, when we as humans have evolved emotionally and spiritually, we begin to see this forefront ideal.  The duality begins to thin as a veil worn over time.  One can begin to see through this veil and if very lucky, sweep it aside and see the light underneath it.

When we get to a place where this light is, we can begin to see that this light is actually all there is and that this light is Love.  It actually permeates everything; all of the time.  We just have to lift this veil to see it.

The air can be filled once more with Love.  The frigidity and smallness of Fear can actually be blown away like sand covering a mirror.  Tiny fragments of particle physics known as the illusion to some and reality to many.

We are blinded daily by TV sets telling us what to see.  A television screen used to be glass which is actually melted sand.   Nowadays it is some fancy plasma created screen so that more pixels can permeate our vision than ever before.  So much so more real don’t you think? 

Think about it… the TV is so real and so lifelike to watch, how does the brain know the difference?  The answer is simple… it does not.

Quantum physics shows this clearly in that the brain does not even know the difference when we truly laugh and when we fake it. 

In the rooms of recovery they even have a saying “Fake it ‘till you make it.”

I recently went to a Laughter Yoga class at a friend’s house.  The same friend who had the spiritual awakening around Fear and she told us that scientifically it has been proven that laughter heals us and that the brain actually does not know the difference between real laughing and fake.  It emits certain chemicals into the body which heal the body and raise the frequency of the immune system and lower stress.  One of these chemicals is cortisol.  Cortisol helps the brain and body communication be more fluid and thus allows for more ease of the organic system we inhabit while on our earth trip as spirits in the flesh.

It’s wonderful!  What an amazing thing!  To be able to heal ourselves by laughter!

Now TV and Fear, namely the News shows that permeate TV every hour now; show and make us afraid.  The News is not Comedy.  It does not make us laugh.  It makes us afraid and thusly ill.  It ages us where laughter makes us younger, or at least keeps us where we are supposed to be.

So, in order to change our reality we really need to stop feeding into the Fear system and shift gears into the Love system.

I got a wonderful email a few days ago from a fellow healer which said:  “Love is the new Religion.”  I love that!  It’s perfect and great!

I am not professing to have this nailed, but simply to state that as a part of this collective consciousness as we are, that I fully intend to - as much as I am capable of as a human being and as a mother – give my full focus and attention whenever possible to this idea of LOVE and to steer [WAY] clear of anything resembling Fear.

Fear simply does not compute… It has worked as a motivator and a controller, but there must be a kinder way to do that. 

How about shifting to doing deeds I want to do, so it is not as much of a ‘I have to scare myself shitless to do it’ deed?  That sounds like a good idea to me.  To become a Creator ~*   That is what I desire… To get into that flow of creating… being an open channel so that the Love of the Universe [One-Verse] can flow through me and I can positively affect the Matrix and contribute to the flow of that ONE LOVE idea.

The more we all can do this… the better off the future will be.  If we teach our children fear, that is what they will be – afraid.   If we teach them Love, then they will feel secure in that and that is the biggest gift we can give them.

The juvenile halls are filled with kids who have gone astray [WAY] due to parents who use drugs and alcohol and never knew real Love.  They are empty vessels waiting to be filled.   Sending Love to these pained places in our own souls can heal the ones who have lost so much already.

There is a way out.  Meditation and emitting a Love vibration can heal geographic areas.  This has also been proven scientifically.  In areas where people meditate and are mindful and conscious of this higher Love vibration – there is less crime.

So… think about it… FEEL IT… Open to the idea that YOUR HEART has a wisdom greater than your HEAD.  It even speaks its own language… and usually… it is between the Lions.

Namaste ~*

The Truth, Perception, Portals & Gateways

Ok.  Let’s cut to the chase.  I am an Indigo Star Child from Orion’s Sun Belt and I am here and have come here to tell the truth and gift this dimension with some insight. 

We all have access to this whether we are aware/ awake or not.  We utilize portals and gateways daily through our television sets, computer screens, i-pods, i-pads and cell phones.  All of these devices are middlemen to what we can actually do all by ourselves in our own ‘spacesuit’ of skin we call a body.

To understand this concept we have to first examine the idea of perception.  Awake or not, we can become aware of a certain knowing about things as they are and things as they seem.  Things as they are depict our 3-D world and all the things in it.  Things as they seem depict that which is transmitted through these tele-portal devices from outside sources designed to control the flow of which we receive data.  This goes for media of all kinds.  There are a huge number of people who work in media and advertising who have been aware of this construct of flow of attention for many years now.

There is no accident that we are all being ‘guided’ along some kind of path.  Don’t for one minute think you are immune to the affectation of this ‘flow’.  

Being an aware/ awakened being means that you are aware enough and can detect the matrix.  We can all affect it when we become mindful and strong on the inside due to this ‘knowing’ place within.  

This was the idea in The Secret.  The idea that we can, when aware, create and change our reality through thought and intention.  The Celestine Prophecy also dealt with the levels of this.

When we remove the screens and the idea of separateness; then we can begin to discover the infinite possibilities that our minds and bodies through intention holds.  The mere idea that we can change our reality with a thought is a revolutionary one.  

We have all heard of the Butterfly Effect.  It is a chaos theory which says that when a butterfly flaps its wings in the rainforest it can alter the course of systems which in turn can cause or deter a weather change, such as a hurricane or tornado.   

Similarly, we can affect the entire Universe with a thought.  One person meditating can make an impact on crime in areas of population condensation.  It has been studied that areas of cities where people are meditating more, there is less crime and more peace. 

It has also been shown through Quantum Physics that we affect water with our thoughts.  Dr. Masuro Emoto  [referred to in the film – What the Bleep do we know]  showed scientifically that our thoughts and feelings do affect water and if we are made of 90% water then we directly affect each other.  [I recently tried laughter yoga and smiling for long periods of time… my whole life changed!]

We are all portals.  When we step away from the portals that tell us how to think, or suck our brains out with their manta rays – radiation, and we get into nature and absorb and transmit our true essence vibration – that of sound, love and light – we feed the matrix with that energy instead of being directed puppets at the whim of others who tell us [tell-a-vision] what to think, do, buy or be.

It has been shown that one can live on less food and less belongings in a healthier way spiritually.  It has been shown that plants can learn to sing when hooked up to a midi amplifier and sung to.  They sing back!  [It's on YouTube - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YltW6kmTLSQ&feature=player_embedded#at=206]

Everything is alive here!  Even the rocks!  Everything has a pulse.  I have found many gifts when holding feathers… Meditating with a feather is an amazing thing.

When we can find that space in-between the spaces and turn off the gadgets and feel the wind, heat, breeze, rain or snow on our skin… we can come alive!  Be in that moment. 

Change the channel.  Don’t buy those lies… how do you know it’s the truth?  Question it.  If a child sits in front of a news show for hours and hours, do you think that child would be a happy child?  Do we want a reality full of lower vibrating energies or do we want to raise that frequency?  Your choice.

It is time to think for yourself.  If you were to design a world… would you design it like this?

I think I would change quite a lot of things myself… 

Think about it…   NOW.

Protect your mind.  Screen your portals.  Clear and clean your gateways…  shut off the screens and go outside – LOOK AT THE STARS…  Feel them.  Be with them.  They are your brothers and sisters shining down upon you… twinkling in love & light.  Be with them…be them… you are them… a star.

Stand on the Earth without your shoes on.  Feel the temperature of the Earth. Beneath your feet – is it grass, dirt or sand?  Feel that and be with that feeling.  Let it rise up your spine and into your cranium.

Look at the animals.  Are they happy?  Sense them… what do they need?  Ask them and listen.  Don’t run to the TV, the phone or the computer.  Look, listen & learn.

Feed what is good… prune what does not serve that good. 

IT IS TIME.

Namaste ~*

To Blog or Not to Blog

Once upon a time there was a Me.  And this Me had a lot to say.  Many thoughts from Monkeys to the Stars ran through Me's head.

Whether to write Me's feelings down or not.  Whether to get heady or not.  Me wanted to sound intelligent, factual and honest.

Me desired to be heard.  Me heard that Blogging meant "published".  Me liked that! :o)

Me Blogged and Blogged... and Blogged.  Until one day when some other Me read Me's Blog and got hurt.

Me felt bad, even though Me was honest.  Me stopped Blogging.  For a time...

Until the dust settled.  And time passed...

And then Me Blogged again.  ...Me is back!

Blessings Be & Namaste ~*

Me.

CHOICES

We all make choices daily.  Our choices create a ripple effect.  I affect others and they affect me.  People may not be aware of how they affect each other.  We are all alive, present, and we can choose love, or not.

We live in a world of duality.  Good, bad, on, off…  it really all just IS.   We live in a flow.   We are either in that flow or not.  We may think we create the flow, but really we are creating ripples, not the flow.  The choices we make create energetic ripples which go with the flow or not.   We either add to the light or the dark… we can dance between both or choose to go one way or the other.  We are allowed to change our minds and change.

We may have made some choices in the past which hurt others.  We may have forgotten those choices, or simply blocked them out.  We may have moved on.  We may choose to believe that trying again is futile.  We may have lost our remorse and moved on so much that we feel we have no way back to heal the wounds of the past. Nothing is impossible, however futile we think it is.

We may not want to change or feel like it’s just too painful or difficult.  We may not think or believe we have time, space or the energy to do it. We may have just given up or surrendered and accepted things as they have become.

Sometimes we are not aware of the choices we make and why.  And sometimes we do know.

Sometimes we just have to practice acceptance.  After all, forgiveness is a gift we give ourselves.  In choosing to forgive, we free ourselves from the chains of guilt and blame. 

Like time travelers, we are moving through space like astronaut souls in body suits made of flesh, bone and sinew.  Our brains are the first commander, but our hearts are the captains. 

Recently, I was confronted with some very hard energy from the past.  I felt very bad for a time.  I did not like this feeling.  It was not me.  It was from the past.  A person I love very much who has hurt others and has been hurt deeply themselves touched my spirit.  I do not know how to heal this rift between us.  Many times it has been attempted only to be met with conditions and patterns that do not serve the highest good of all involved. 

I am still choosing how I will respond.  I am facing other major life challenges right now,  so I am choosing to take care of what I can.  Sometimes, this is the best thing to do.

I am still recovering from this communication.   I am preparing for some very big days ahead and need my energy focused.

Karma is interesting.  In the choice there is a grand design.  Life is a plan with choices.  A maze with a map if one is aware.

I choose to KEEP MOVING FORWARD.  It is all I can do.  I am in the right place right now.  Everything that is happening is supposed to be happening right now.  I am me and I am here now.  I am alive.  I am love.  I am in the process of evolution.     I AM.

Namaste ~*

Janzee

*~ Weather the Weather ~*

The Earth is alive.  We know this.  Her name is Gaia. We know this too. 

While eating my fruit salad this morning with organic vanilla yogurt this morning [Nancy’s brand] I had an epiphany.

The thought came to me in regards to the weather on earth, that she, Gaia, is doing all of this for the good of all.  The weather seems to affect us so much, but we, as humans tend to focus so clearly on how the weather affects us only.  

Did you ever stop to think, as I did today, that the weather is not for us.  It is for every living thing on Gaia.  She is aware of how the wind, the rain, the clouds, the sunshine, the snow affects ALL parts of her.

She knows what she needs and when.  She knows what she is doing.  Even the earthquakes and the Tsunamis, all of the “disasters” that affect us negatively, are simply ways of her changing and growing.

We are after all just residing on her skin.  Her surface is our home and even though some live on water, we are still only on the surface of her, held by gravity.  

I believe She is aware of our presence and even thought this is true, she knows that her well-being is priority.  

She has to make sure the trees, the birds, the plants and animals are ok.  They are all a network crucial for her survival.  She doesn’t really need us to live.  She hold us close and loves us but like a good mother knows to feed herself and take care of herself so she CAN take care of her children.

However, if you become mindful, you can witness her caring for herself.  She loves herself so much that she brings the winds, the rain, the clouds and the sunshine at just the right time and in just the right way to make sure she is well and warm and happily growing her own self-supporting sustenance.  

The best thing we can do is honor this.  She would appreciate it if we became more aware of all she DOES do and honor and respect her for this.  She is after all, our Divine Mother, and without her we could not live.

In love and light… *~*~*  BLESSINGS!

Janzee

~*Monterey*~

There are homeless pirates asking for spare change at the wharf.  There are mermaids working as waitresses serving food at the local restaurants.  There are tiny magic houses where fairy folk live and art galleries with magical dream-time imagery just hanging there for the viewing.  They cost $11,000 each, but you can look for free.  You can get a ride on a glass bottom boat to see the sea life and get grateful for this beautiful earth we love on.

The aquarium houses fish who have personalities. Their eyes look back at you through the glass, if you can put down your camera long enough to see them and absorb their energy.  Taking pictures is an addiction and a form of staying separate from the world.  I have 10's of thousands of photos in my laptop stored safely away never to be seen again.  But there they are!  Saved and ready for when I want to look at them again.  I guess it beats the boxes of badly taken Kodaks in the garage.

When I stopped and looked and felt the fish behind the glass there was something else going on.  Not that they had faces and they looked different than me or you, but rather that each had an energy like people do.  They were not all the same.  Each had distinct vibrations about them.  Some were obviously bored and numbed to the environment - fed daily on a regular basis with no drive for living through the search for food.  Some were aware and one looked at me for a long time - talking with me... spiritually.... it was lovely.  I will never forget that fish.  It was bright orange.   Some swam right up close to me by the glass and we shared energy...

A lot of them were just resting on the bottom, sleeping. 

I did not know fish slept.  

I had many dreams while we stayed there.  I dreamed in 3 layers.  There was a big gap in one segment of the night like the dream weavers had to reload the segment.   They were very profound and cathartic.  Moving vast amounts of emotions through me as I slept and visioned the stories they told me...

I know in my soul that fish are our dreams --- swimming around in the deep subconscious of our souls --- it is told in many dream symbolism books that this is so and Carl Jung refers to this in his writings.  I saw it in action.   To bridge the gap between ideas in books and thoughts we have - information we find and then apply it to everyday living - without the crutches of mind or mood altering drugs to 'get us there' is the trick.

It is totally possible and comes through being fully aware in the moment that we ARE.  In breath... when you find yourself in awe of nature... be it the ocean, the breeze,  a tree...  a bird... whatever!  Find yourself there and become ONE with what it is you are focusing on.  Absorb this energy into you and listen with your heart...  your soul... your FEELINGS... then be grateful and give the focus of your attention to that which you are with... send it LOVE and GRATITUDE for BEING.

You will find a connection in that.

And THAT is..... God, Goddess ---  all that is.


Namaste ~*


LOVE!


Janzee

WHAT IF?

What if you were told that you were a STARSEED and that a certain point in time you were going to be awakened?  What if what you held in your body and your spirit were something that only YOU could bring to the planet and GIFT the people of EARTH with your UNIQUE gift?  What if only YOU held this secret and you weren't even aware of the IMPORTANCE of this unique gift that you held?

What if it was crucial to the entire UNIVERSE, not only the earth and all of its inhabitants that you take the BEST CARE of your physical, emotional, mental and spiritual/causal body so that YOU could be in the best shape possible spiritually, mentally, physically and emotionally to bring your special GIFT forth in the best possible way...?

What if we all had a special GIFT to bring forth?  What if we are ALL starseeds...?


WE ARE.

Do your best... ;o)   It is all that is asked... ~*



Namaste ~*



Love,  Janzee