FREE WILL ~~~ The Greatest Gift

If there’s one Great Gift that our creator bestowed upon us it is FREE WILL.

With it we can go up and out or down and out.  It is out CHOICE.  What we focus on gets bigger.  The world is divided; we live in a world of duality.  We always have choices.  Sometimes it feels like we don’t because there is so much shoved at us daily that it feels like we have no power over it, but we do.  WE DO!

Look closely at what it is you are focusing on right now.  Is this something that betters you; that betters humanity and the world as a whole?  Is this a good thing?  Try and remember the things you are intensely passionate about.  What matters to you most of all? 

Become aware of yourself in this present time.  Are you thinking about something from the past or someone from the past or an experience from the past or a sequence of things that happened already?  Become mindful of this.  Try to bring yourself to the present.

Are you future tripping?  Do your thoughts wander to what may be, what will come, what you hope or long for?

All of these thoughts are ok.  They are fine for a time.  In the future tripping, try and see what it is that you want.  Imagine having it now, what would that FEEL like?  If you feel you wish you could change the past, try and see what it would feel like if something/event turned out differently.  Try and FEEL what that would feel like now. 

This practice will bring you back to the NOW.   FEELING will bring you back to now and let you in on the SECRET of DIVINE MANIFESTATION in the 3D plane.

FREE WILL is our Divinely Given Gift wherein we have the innate ability to direct and choose where our attention LIGHT goes.  Where we direct this LIGHT, creates the path ~ the path actually materializes as we project our intention upon it.   If we do not project any LIGHT or Divine Intention, the space becomes a VACUUM for anything to fill it.  Usually the thing that fills a space is darkness, unless there is LIGHT.  So become really aware of this.  Become aware that without our LIGHT INTENTIONS, the darkness will just flow in and take over.  The more we can as a COLLECTIVE INTEND this LIGHTWAY, the more things WILL CHANGE. 

IT CAN’T NOT.

This is how we will, are going to become the CHANGE WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.  RIGHT HERE AND NOW!!!  SO BE IT.

~*~

namaste

Janzee

LABELS SCHMABELS

Where do you live?  What do you drive?  What do you do? All of these status labels and patches we wear to define ourselves completely separate us from the obvious truth that we are all inhabitants of a planet whirling through space, part of something so much greater than where we live, what we drive and what we do.  We do not need to be defined by our belongings, our style nor our professions any longer.  We are all here for a much, much greater purpose that is one of unity.  To finally realize that in our individuality, we are actually part of a much greater and more powerful whole is the intention of this life.  When we come to realize that we are less important individually than as part of a whole, only then will be realize the real power of what and who we really are. 

We were not created, we did not come to be, to run in circles, watch life pass by as a voyeur nor to achieve a great success.  We were created to connect and to love ourselves so much that all of these periphery external distractions would lead us ultimately back inward – to the sacred source of our hearts.

I witness daily the seeking, the loneliness, the inner quiet desperation of souls shopping in supermarkets, playing games, sports, watching their lives change with no control as to what happens to them.  Powerless victims to the greatest story ever told.

Rising up in hope, awareness, simple cogniscience is all that is required.  To simply do this all we have to do is to sit and become aware of the entire picture.  Rise up and look at it now.  Are you any different than the struggling soul sleeping on the sidewalk?  Just because you have clothes, a home, a car doesn’t make you any better than he/her.  You both have a heart, pulsing and pumping; directed by Source.  Each of you will live and eventually pass.  The eyes are the same…  The hands… the feet… the same HUMAN BODY.  The colors don’t matter… what matters is the heart. 

I absolutely LOVE the soulful black man who stood behind the meat counter at the store today and looked me straight in the eyes.  No words are needed.  We really do know when LOVE is present.   It is pure and undaunted.  It is the most beautiful thing in the whole UNIVERSE and it’s all we are here for. 

TRUTH, HOPE & LOVE.

Get it?

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I Understand…

I recently had some very moving experiences which I feel to share.

I was returning from a trip to Florida where I visited my brother and his family and the trip was experiential beyond my expectations on many levels.  It left me with many realizations and shifted belief system views which have changed me in very positive ways.

I travelled with my mother and my 6 year old daughter who are both my steady rocks in times of turbulence and change.  The wisdom of my mother guides me in so many ways and the pure truth that comes from my daughter brings clarity beyond her years.  Although I am my daughters guide and her mother, I trust her views and ask her opinion often.  She gives me incredible insight from her child’s mind which see’s with purity and clear vision.

When we were crossing over between the east and west coasts we had to transfer planes in Dallas Texas, the Hub airport of DFW – Dallas Fort Worth Airport.  The terminal is really something spectacular.  One takes a tram around a large figure eight to get to different terminals and each terminal is laden with shops, restaurants and extreme architecture that one feel as though one is in a spaceship or transport machine from out of this world. 

My mother was using the restroom and Thea, my daughter, and I were filling up my water bottle at the water fountain outside the restrooms.  An elderly woman walked up and didn’t know where the button was to push to make the water come out.  I showed her without words, and she smiled at me in gratitude.  As she lifted her tiny little water bottle up to the spigot, it was then I noticed that she was shaking.  Her Parkinson ’s disease made it so it was very difficult for her to steady the bottle for the water to make it in the opening.  I offered her help and she declined.  She kept trying to do it herself, but her hand was shaking so badly that only small bits of water were getting in.  I offered again and said “It’s OK, I can help you.”  She let me help her and said to stop before the ¾ mark because she didn’t want that much.  I stopped when she told me to and I gave her back her little bottle.  She thanked me as she twisted the lid on to the bottle.  I replied “You are welcome. It’s ok, I understand.”  We nodded at each other and I saw light in her eyes.  We made a connection.  She slowly walked away.

My mother came out of the restroom and we went to eat some lunch.  While we were waiting for our lunch, I asked to look at the tickets and saw we they were boarding the plane then so we got the food to go and quickly made our way to the plane.

My mother boarded first as she was in the first wave called.  Thea and I were in the last wave.  We were seated separately from my mother in this last leg to SFO from DFW.  I wondered if there was going to be a way to switch with someone so we could sit together. 

As we entered the plane, after the tunnel walk toward the door, we made our way down the aisle, looking at the numbers on the overhead bins for our seat.  An extremely large man was seated in the aisle seat next to our seats.  My mother was one row forward from there in a center seat to the left of us.  To her left was a woman and to her right on the aisle was a very tall man with long legs. 

After we settled in and got all of our things situated, I gently asked the man if he would be open to moving so that we could sit together with my mom.  He said that he could not sit in a center or window seat – it would have to be an aisle.  I realized that it would be too much to ask the tall man to not have an aisle.

I replied to the man next to me: “It’s OK, I understand…”  I could tell when I walked up initially that he felt so uncomfortable in his large body crammed into the airplane seat.  His belly was overflowing out the side, over the arm rests and his chest was pushed up into his chin so he looked like an overstuffed bag.  It looked painful. 

I sat next to him and put Thea at the window. 

After the plane was in the air and leveled off nicely, Thea asked to use the restroom.  When we returned I raised the arm rest between him and me and asked him if this was OK and he said “Yes”. 

When the movie came on, I moved Thea to the center seat so she could see the screen better.  I could see him relax as Thea sat there taking up barely any room at all in her little skinny 6 year old body.  After the film, she moved back to the window to sleep on my lap before we landed.  It was late and the jet lag was upon us.

These two stories highlighted for me an important message.  Everyone is struggling with something; seen or unseen.  Some people have insecurities they hide behind a fake smile.  Some peoples struggle is more visible.  If we garnish a more UNDERSTANDING attitude bringing in compassion for others regardless of their plight, we would live in a much more peaceful world; a world where everyone felt UNDERSTOOD and HONORED in the moment, whatever stage of their story that they were experiencing.

In doing this for others, the broken and unattended to places within us would get recognition and heal too, because if we are all connected and ONE, then surely these things would affect the collective in some healing fashion.

To become mindful and practice compassion in our daily lives, not just with strangers, but with our families; the ones we are used to, the ones we take for granted that they will be there and love us anyway, is the test.  To transfer the talk to the walk and into the daily routine is the real test.

If we can become so mindful and in the moment that we can actually transfer this medium of energy to our daily lives, knowing that in doing so it would bring us and others a deep needed peace, acceptance and acknowledgement.  Now there’s the *Gift*…  The *Gift* that touches all of us… our Hearts, our Souls, our Minds… with deep Loving Acceptance, that how we are, who we are… is OK. Self-compassion, expressed compassion ~ the same.

I understand...

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Mirroring

We mirror what we need to learn.  Many times in life you will have met or experienced someone with whom you felt a range of emotions.  It could be family, a lover, a friend, a coworker or even just someone passing by.  They could have evoked in you sympathy, rage, anger, love, compassion, jealousy; a whole range of feelings.  Whatever the experience, try to view it as a message from the Divine.  It really is a gift for you; a lesson from where you either grow, learn or retreat from having to learn it again, another way later.  This is how patterns set up.  If you feel you are repeating patterns, look deeper into the mirror all around you and seek out the light of Truth.

All of these experiences we have are the collective sharing of energies exchanging frequencies through thought forms transmitted usually through our minds and eyes, but sometimes on all chakra levels.  The deeper the message, the more we feel.

We humans are becoming more and more mindful of the fact that this happens around the clock and at light speed.  When one meditates, this can slow down enough for us to become so aware of it, we can actually step outside of it and become an observer of it for a piece.

This stepping outside is the best medicine because it gives reprieve to the collective dynamic which works constantly to reflect upon itself.  When one steps out of time and mind, one can affect the dynamic in a positive way so that when one re-enters the collective, the positive mirroring’s frequency is raised.

As you can imagine, this raises and affects the whole dynamic.  If you can imagine one drop of water falling into a still pool, the ripples flowing out make it very obvious to see how this one single drop affects the whole pool.  The other well-known analogy is the Butterfly Effect.  When a butterfly flaps its wings in the rainforest ~ it changes the entire world.

We can see, then, our power and in its subtleness, we are infinite.  If we are choosing to feed the collective with negativity, then the energy actually whirlpools downward creating a spiral into an abyss.  What we need to do more frequently is to create an upward spiral so that when we do encounter other beings in our everyday lives, we affect them by mirroring this upward vibration.  From Earth/Gaia, we can root our beings and send the loving green energy upward through our soul centers.  When we then face others humans in our daily lives, they will feel this upward moving energy and they shall be lifted simply by having the energy imprint upon their beings by mirroring.

If we are in a downward spiral, then some kind of release is needed.  This could be physical exercise, writing and releasing through a burning ritual our deepest fears and angers, praying or meditating for peace of mind.  Doing this frees us from the inner torment and thusly, tormenting others.  Sometimes however, it is necessary to talk with someone and reflect with them about positive solutions.  This is the essence of good close mirroring, when someone else has an enlightened view of your downward spiral and can lift you up to theirs or help you to see a way out of it.  Just the simple act of listening, so one can hear oneself is healing.  Talk therapy is very prevalent in our society and with proper spiritual guidance; one can go far this way.   This is an excellent example of good mirroring, for in taking this on, both individuals benefit.

We cannot help but mirror.  We are wired for it.  We all want to be loved, accepted, liked, friended and we recoil from betrayal, pain, isolation, enemies.   It is innate to our nature to want, and more so need, to be uplifted.   Elderly love children because children are not tainted.  They are so pure still unadulterated by the heaviness of society and all of its strictures and morals.  

To feel this mirrored free-spiritedness is what we all seek truly.  It is Divine!  It is from whenst we came ~ Source.

So, when you are traversing your daily lives, remember this.  Whatever comes at you, around you, be it people, animals, trees, your entire environment; is actually trying to message you, to give you a gift of mirroring yourself back at you.  Look at what you are attracted to.  If you seek sugar and candy, look at why you need this sweetness.  How are you not being sweet to yourself.  Try to be more sweet to yourself.  If you seek coffee and caffeine, for energy, see how you are not giving yourself enough rest for natural energy to arise in you.  Give yourself more kindness and rest.  If you are seeking love in another, see how you are not giving yourself the love you need and deserve.  Give the Love to yourself. Ask Divine Goodness to feed you what you need.  If you are seeking escape through drugs or alcohol, see where you need to go for real healing ~ a place that can support real soul excavation to release the demons you fear.  Let that come to light, for all we fear is really our own power and that which we run from is ourselves chasing us into the light.   Embrace your Divinity.

We are Love, we came in Love; we are here to Love, not fear and be controlled by fears.

The trees speak, listen.  The birds speak, listen.  The rain speaks, listen.  The sunshine speaks, listen.  The Earth speaks, listen.  Quieten your mind so much so that you can truly hear the sounds of your soul.  Then become so obedient to these that you align with your highest good and go forth into your life, awake and alive gifting others with a clear and clean mirror. 

If you do this, you will see how everything will open for you.  The world is laid at your feet; path at the ready for your footprints upon it.

Blessings,

Namaste

~*~